I dig this song.

fuck yessss

mmm scatter brainzz

I love my new job.  Working with older women who don't talk about their booty calls all the time and have interesting stories is really refreshing.  11 dollars an hour with free eye exams for myself and my family? pretty sweet.  

All i want to do lately is write write write lyrics these past couple of days, which is totally awesome because i've been in a funk.  I need to take time out to do this on a regular basis again because it helps me clear my head.  

Mannn! mo-town is seriously where it's at.  So much feeling in the music, so much passion it makes me crazy.  I LOVE it.  I hate how people can make a quick million off of some meaningless shit now-a-days, it's depressing.  Especially to people who actually care about music.  people who live it, breath it, love it.  Oh well, I still have faith that music will make a comeback.

speaking of I really don't know why i'm listening to the Toadies one hit wonder possum kingdom on repeat right now? Do you wanna dieeeeee???? haha well i suppose it has it's place.

honestly

Why is it that I seem to be drawn to situations that I know will end badly?

I hate investing myself into something just to have it end up nowhere.
I feel a really strong connection to you, and for some reason i'm totally comfortable.
..seriously? fuuuuck that phony bullshit. I feel like an idiot for letting passion overrule logic.
Why do you get to win? You really weren't that charming so don't get a big head.
well...I guess you kinda were.
I only really have myself to blame for ending up in these situations to begin with. fuck fuck fuck.

Over analyzation, and emotions will seriously be my downfall.

blogspot don't do me wrong.

So my livejournal decided to delete itself.  I'm not entirely sure why because I didn't violate any terms

besides my numerous amounts of nude photos.