I want to own a hundred wigs.

oh this too

iug97087tvre

I'm scared to go to the doctors.
Like way more scared then anyone even knows
I know the longer I wait the worse it will get. But I can't deal with that sort of news.
There's NO way I can deal with that right now
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i need my boobs

Man i'm hungry

I hate waking up and playing farmville instead of eating. And I feel strangely hungry today. Maybe because I threw up all my disgusting La Cocina food from last night?
Diet Dr. Pepper tastes like poison right now... I mean, I know that it IS poison but it tastes particularly like it today.

Charles Bukowski, marry me

the flesh covers the bone 

and they put a mind 

in there and 

sometimes a soul, 

and the women break 

vases against the walls 

and the men drink too 

much 

and nobody finds the 

one 

but keep 

looking 

crawling in and out 

of beds. 

flesh covers 

the bone and the 

flesh searches 

for more than 

flesh. 

there's no chance 

at all: 

we are all trapped 

by a singular 

fate. 

nobody ever finds 

the one. 

the city dumps fill 

the junkyards fill 

the madhouses fill 

the hospitals fill 

the graveyards fill 

nothing else fills. 

beauty queen

That's All.

October I love youuuu

Man oh mannnnn October has to be hands down my favorite month.
Here's a bulk list of reasons why:
the temperature the temperature the temperature, Pumpkins! and the food that comes along with them (starbucks pumpkin scones, pumpkin pie, pumpkin beer, mothafuckin pumpkin EVERYTHANNG) pumpkin candles, pumpkin carving parties! HALLOWEEN! costumes, spooky feelings, Ghost hunting, parties, cuddling, creepy crawlys that
go bump in the night, dressing warmly, eating candy, dressing up lucifer lucyyyy!
:D

-_-

8 hour shifts with no break make me a very unhappy camper.

last night.

unresolved feelings, and unresolved tension, were finally resolved.
siiiiiiiiigh of relief
<3

dizzzyyyy

man these walls are closing in open up the vents!

my body is tired and my mind is spent.

fuck all this responsibility who made this plan up?

and how come when i think about it i feel like ill erupt?

I don't have enough time to worry about what I'm suppose to do

I don't care about having anything to show for myself when my life is through.