fuck you

damn straight I took your m&ms you bastard.


I hate when the lights are off and the closed sign is up but since im sitting in here people still try to open the door.
idiots

i want money yeah yeahhhh thats what i want.

Work would be way more boring without the internet. so thank you world wide web.
So much money flowing in lately but it's gone faster then i can deposit it.
Fucking responsibility and living. I'm about ready to sleep in my car and eat solely top ramen, so i cant reap the benefits of 450$ checks.
My car won't start which means i'm stuck sitting in this dark office for two hours until the Dr comes back.
I need a new car. Even though I've only had this one for 6 months..SUCH a waste of money. ...money that I don't have
shit now i have uncontrollable hiccups. And i have gross hiccups, like the kind that make me sound like I'm dying.

i want time to slip away 

let tomorrow be today

and the silver pink pony kisses me and says

why do i keep coming in and out of focus, literally?  One minute i feel fine but then i feel like i'm sleeping. oh well i'm most likely dying.

etta baby baby you sing to my heaarrttt

I'm so obsessed with love songs.  Or breakup songs for that matter.  They're just good and i don't why other peoples

pain makes me feel eased.  And i don't mean that in some creepy way, but in a way that I can't really understand .

someone buy me a new bass clarinet.  1450 for this new place. but it has three bedroom. man I don't even remember what privacy is anymore?

I'm tired of drinking very large portions of alcohol and smoking tons of weed because i'm bored/don't want to deal.

on that note.

i'm celibate now.

STUCK IN MY HEAD!

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FUCK YOU GET OUTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!

I submit my incentive is romance
I watched the pole dance of the stars
We rejoice cause the hurting is so painless
From the distance of passing cars
But I am married to your charms and grace
I just go crazy like the good old days

Can you see what you've done to my heart, and soul?
This is a wasteland now.

So long Bernardo

So next month i'm moving out of the place i've been staying for the past year and a half. And during this time, i've realized that i've had more roommates then most people have in a life time.
lets seeeeee there's been,
Daniel, Juan, Tina, Lee-yin, Katherine, Ben, James, Christine, Abraham, Ethan, Elena and her FIVE Chihuahuas... that's eleven people.
Through this whole ridiculous experience, there were so many times when I wanted to punch out every one of them to be honest. BUT I will admit I learned a lot about people in general and a lot about myself. Living here helped me to become less selfish, and build up more patience. There's no use in getting overly annoyed at someone over their idiosyncrasies (as horrible as they may be.)
One things for sure though, 
I learned a lot of skeezy men and gigolos living here, ate a lot of zucchini ,and had some fabulous parties.